I drew the lucky card when it came to fathers. My dad was involved in my life from the very
beginning. He was often the only one who
could quiet my colicky cries. He took me
fishing, attended my school events and wiped my tears when I skinned my
knees. And he recorded everything on
reels and reels of Super 8 movies. Mom
worked on Saturdays, so that day was just for Dad and me. I’m not sure how much help I was on those
days together, but at least I provided continual chatter as he fixed our cars,
weeded the garden or painted the house. He
had a short-wave radio and we spent endless hours in the basement tuning the
dials so we could hear people in far off places, like Colorado, talk over
the air. We learned Morse code together,
he made me mahogany doll furniture and he explained the virtues of American
Motors cars (he was a Rambler man through and through). And he loved me through and through. Never a doubt about that.
Yes, I drew the lucky card.
But, I really wanted to hear what my friends and family think about
their own fathers. So, a few weeks ago I
sent out an e-mail to ask. As I entered
the addresses I wondered how each would respond. I know that some had fathers who had
abandoned them. Others had strained
relations or dads who parented from afar because of divorce. I wondered how my own children would
respond. I also wondered how many
responses I would receive. Not everyone
loves to put their thoughts into print like I do. But, I knew that the inquiry would at least
cause people to pause for a moment to contemplate the question, “What did my
father teach me?” I do think it is a question worthy of a bit of
reflection. And if my essays do nothing
else, at least I hope they make folks think.
So, I forged ahead. And oh, what wonderful responses came to
my in-box! I smile every time I read
them and it makes me want to meet the dads I don’t know and hug the ones I do
know.
Ashley writes, “My Dad taught me to use
tools, hang drywall, use a riding lawn mower, change a tire, change the oil in
my car, how to fish, how to ski and how to canoe. My Gramps (Dad’s dad) taught
me that pork will kill you (among other things)!” Aubrey says, “My daddy taught me how to take
care of a cast iron skillet, shop on a budget and how to make ‘whatever-is-leftover-soup’
(no, really…he taught me how to make something out of nothing.)”
Our fathers taught us skills we use every day. They taught us how to have fun. And not eat pork.
Mike shared that “when
I was a small child my father would often make the comment, ’I’ve been to every
country in the free world except for two!’ Mike inherited his father’s
wanderlust and penchant for adventure.
In fact, he’s off on some adventure or other as I write this. Alisha
says, “Dad taught me to appreciate nature and the peace it can bring.”
Our fathers taught us to get out into the world.
Pam writes, “My daddy
taught me to NEVER allow the color of anyone’s skin, their size, state of wealth,
beauty or abilities dictate their worth.
God created us ALL in His image and we are ALL precious in his sight.” Bobbi adds, “He taught me that being rich had
nothing to do with money and that any piece of junk could become a treasure.” Joey writes, “My dad taught me to be genuine
and to laugh.”
Our fathers taught us how to be in the world.
Bobbi writes, “My
father taught me how to be generous; every stranger could be a friend.” Noel says of that same father, “Dad would
always stop to help someone change a tire.
Back then, with those old jacks it could be dangerous thing. I remember one time we were eating in a café when
the cook came out and told him that she couldn’t get the pilot light lit on her
stove. He didn’t hesitate to go back
there and light it for her. She’d left
the gas on and he ended up getting badly burned and spent days in the
hospital. He always tried to help
people.” Alisha writes that her father “taught
me the importance of doing things for others and expecting nothing in return.”
Our fathers taught us to give.
Casey writes, “He
loved family more than anything. I think
that one of the greatest things that Dad taught me was how to be a father
myself. Everything he did for me was out
of love.” Joey says, “I will tell you
about how he went on my school history trip and how he bought me a pair of
overalls that I really wanted…my friends thought my dad was the best!”
Our fathers taught us how to be parents.
Deenie writes, “As for
my dad, he was the sweetest, kindest, most sentimental and loving father any
girl could ask for and I miss him. He showed me what love looks like when he
smiled and what it feels like in his hugs.
My dad was also a very unpredictable and short tempered man which
unfortunately served to overshadow his best qualities. As a child I was often afraid of him.” Joey tells me, “My dad had an ugly side and
people didn’t know what we were dealing with at home. We kept secrets. But he was, for the most part, happy. He was genuine. You would have loved him.”
Our fathers sometimes taught us how to be. Our fathers sometimes taught us how not
to be.
Many of you wrote that
your fathers were just there for you….with hugs, congratulations, discipline,
advice and love. “He taught me the meaning of unconditional
love” was penned by more than one. Casey
remembers, “One time one of my teachers called to say that he was very
impressed with my work. Dad didn’t even
say anything to me. He just gave me the
biggest hug that I have ever had. It
felt GREAT!” And along that same theme
with that same father, Aubrey writes, “My daddy taught me that sometimes no
words will comfort you…sometimes you just need someone to sit with you and hug
you.”
Our fathers taught us to be there for one another.
On a small end table
in our den is a framed photograph of Mike’s dad, Les, taken in Saudi Arabia
back in the early 1950’s when Mike was a baby. Les was in the Air Force
temporarily stationed in Saudi Arabia for about a year and a half while his
family remained in the U.S. In the photo, Les wore a native Saudi cap,
held a pipe to his lips and his shoulder bore a tattoo of a propeller blade
placed perpendicular through two, crossed air force wings. It is
quite beautiful. A couple of months ago as a tribute to his dad, Mike
took the photograph to a tattoo artist who duplicated the tattoo on Mike’s
shoulder.
Our fathers taught us how to honor those we love.
So, I guess it really isn’t about drawing the lucky
card. Maybe learning from our fathers is
more about being a willing pupil. I
would love to take credit for the following summation and I was going to try
and paraphrase it, but it is perfect just as it is. So, here to wrap all of this up in a
wonderful way, are Deenie’s very wise comments:
One observation Mike
and I made as we discussed the gifts our fathers gave us over the years, was
that by watching our parents live their lives it helped us gain clarity as
adults in what we wanted our lives to be like and especially what we didn’t
want our lives to be like. They provided us the necessary contrast needed
for us to become who we are as adults. I think we pick the perfect
parents for us to work out what we need to work out in life. No
mistakes. We didn’t get the wrong mom or dad. All life experience
is a gift that offers opportunities for forgiveness, compassion, expansion and
profound love.
Happy Fathers Day to all you awesome fathers!
Live
and love well!